My crazy n week!!!!!

Gd morning finally i have a chance to update my blog...on friday after the interview at nite went swimming at Jurong east pool. And about the interview i reconsider because of the time travelling and the early morning shift. and the nursing officer is afraid to go to work late.yeah they say we will call you....normal lah.....Army this thursday wish me luck....

At the pool i met my childhood friend Nizam the lifeguard. He is so cute and mascular and tan and very cool like a cucumber.Never talk to him much cos he got a duty to do but he says hi...

On saturday went to IMM to watch power rangers....buy donuts and watch television....and sleep....talk to veron on the phone for tmr meeting...with his niece, Clarise.

Sunday go out with Veron and his niece.She is so cute like her uncle.but she talks too much.carry her all the way while going shopping...eats at macdonalds when ppl thought that we are a family.cos me and veron wore out matching rings. kk for mow...

Sentosa Fun

wooho Sentosa trip was fun thanks to Bridge Leaders for making it possible.

Went to Seah Im Food centre at harbourfront at 8am and i thought i was late,again i was always late for things.but when i reached there i was so early and only the ICT grp was there i was scared that they have left us.Then i saw Mr Salleh from the bus hehe i was earlier than the teacher.

Zai come in with Josh.Then we rode the sentosa bus to the bus station and it was very sunny and hot that day.lucky i wore a shirt and shorts.and i forgot to bring my shades hehe..Then broken up in teams of 9.

tHE AMAZING RACE was so cool and fun...meet a lot of tourists to friends and etc....

One week has passed...

one week has passed and i'm so tired...like during my ncc daysz...now i'm alone without the guys finally and no shanice and risqi who are back with their own parents...i can just concentrate on my studies as my exams are coming soon...Nursing Studies and Behavioural Science exams...so stressful...yet veryfun cos you dun noe what is up next rite???

I went to public speaking course,career fair,my ncc meeting at my school with all the students officers from all ITES,Polytechins and JCs...They are all so sian one...all want to kill their juniors with so prefect drilling and dresscodes..i just dun care...i just want to slacks...

i just realised that no one can changed my way of thinking...hahaha

later gator...

Tired i wanna go and sleep....

i so stress up...i hate tests...so stressful.

Hey i msg veron the whole day yesterday.he is so funny,very straightforward as always.he himself cannot get through to Rhys.And the party is this saturday i need the invitations cards back for verifications to the commitee members.

Retro Nite bAby...with lots of love and joy from us the GOH 2006 of AlphaFire Group...The Girls ruled the party ladies nite so the guys have to pay hahaha...sorry guys...

I'm very confused rite now.I start to feel that i dun like him anymore.seriously.This time it is rhe truth about my true feelings i dun noe untill when i have to lie to him or myself dat i dun like him anymore.i'm so sorry,i have to seek myself a guy that is open-minded, understanding, reasonable, always there for me eventhough i'm angry.

i want to take a break and smell the roses.and slacks...of everything...I want to just enjoy my life for now without any guys at my ways.I keep the youth alive in me.

here is just a piece of news to myself that i need to take a break and be a teenager again.I'm a too little too late a little wrong about everyone rite now.

later gator.

Hi...Two weeks to Exam....

OH My gOODNESS...

It has been 5 weeks since i started my 1.2 module and its going to an end for in-campus training....what i'm starting to enjoy my time now.it is going to an end.

Lame,Lame,Lame.....I want to enjoy my ITE life and now i have to returned back to the clinical settings....ok ok enuff of my sorrows.

Veron msg me that day to say hi..plus he says how much he misses me since 9 months ago.he is currently at Bedok Camp training for his officer training course.Well thats my handsome friend...

Studying for the tests and exam...loves studying...i learn alot for my 1.2 and more about my own true identity.

i'm obsess in death....seriously...since dat dream of seeing me lying dead in my own house...but i one thing i die pretty no scars or disfugiration...i was like sleeping in a beautiful dream...

yesterday we did venepuncture and skin prick which is very scary to me...i hates needles...they tried to prick my fingers but i ran away and keep my hands under my legs....hehe..i try to draw some blood off the dummy arm but the first time i puncture it through the vein..ouch i hurt the patient sia...then after how many tries...i finally draw my 50mls of blood for analysis...

ok here for now...later gator...

Shopping Freak...+

I went shopping yesterday at Far East Plaza,Isetan,Takasyimaya,CK Tang and Etc...with my family...I go window shopping first then i finally brought a black shirt with a hard rocker effects in red plus with lace around the neckline.Its very my fashion..and its $7...when to peninsular to buy a new guitar pick for my besties Hfeez and a shirt for Fad...My father brought my mom and his leading ladies 2 very expensive prefume for us which in total cost $400 buck at CK Tang.

Hehe i saw the cute guy in school and he works at LJS at Far East Plaza....hehe and he says hi...

well later gator

Shopping Freak...+

Hooray.......Hooray

i finally got a new handphone hehe thanks daddy....i finally coping well enough to understand my own true feelings about my guy and my exs.They cannot see me be unhappy becos of them.i love you guys.my besties Rhys is back...i miss him so much

meeting him on saturday..finally...

Just get the hell out my life......u dun worth my pain..jackass

Revenge....thats what up of my mind right now and everyone who noes me well noes i can do anything now cos my mind is more complicated than me. My sayang understand me better in this things and he is afraidi'm going hurt someone and their partner so badly that you could see the devil in me.Don blame me but you screw that life yourself asshole....i dun give a freaking care if she is my classmate or my girlfriends....i hate little miss nice girl.cos u screw me from the back and you guys think that i am blind or worst damn boring to notice stuff but sorry people you just got mess with the wrong person....

Pain is just an illusion up in your mind dat wat my besties Ray told me yesterday.he told me they should just screw themselves.He wants me back at Dover so let good times roll again.The old aini has to be back in the house.My abg2 sedara from the different ITES pun ada macam best gitu...Giveme more of everyone.

Penat giler seh...semua orang buat i macam nie macam orang giler.but sorry i just hate so much that i cannot even look at you anymore.n i have move on so BACK OFF.Stay away from me ass hole and fucking bastards.you are not worth a single cent.I felt sorry the girl who you are with,cos she doesn't noe what ahe up for with you.

I'm seriously better off without you,fucking troublemaker.My older brother,Fir was right about guys like you. I don't seek unhappiness from guys like you.I still got my life ahead of me for Shanice and Risqi not for bastards like you.

I really pity the girl you are with now,damn that girl,screw you assholes.

Fever + running nose= stress

hi everyone.....its me again running a fever and running nose since monday.The trip was super fun,exciting and enjoying.Thks to my team DeltA fORCE One we made alive out of Gunung Panti as one.survivered the heavy downpour and floods.Afiq and Joanna are our injured people we well survivered rite.lOVES my team-mates Afiq,Zai,Syahri,Jamal,JH Aand more.well shopping was fun.it is better than everything else.I only enjoyed the cruise ride along the river and enjoy the cooling feeling of the surroundings.I love B company at nite sitting at the steps and just chatting into the nite.well i'm so tired by then,just want to sleep through the nite...

HaHa met my old classmates from ITE dOVER FROM NQ0701H of electronics (engineering).
FAD,SARAH,LI hAN,mIKE,AND ROY WAS THERE i was so happy and they look so happy,i'm so jealous now i regret that i quit that course but i was not even interested in doing circuits and currents.I miss my old classmates...

Pulling and pushing away my stress problems to and from now i'm suffering from fever and running nose.I' m having mental fatigue.i want to sleep.i want to rest.pls...